hurray to new mp3.
boo to 129bucks gone.

♥ 5:06 PM

But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

♥ 12:30 AM

ahhh a long long week's finally over.
and the longest day is definitely today.
urgh, talk about it later.

monday=new batch of BMC people!
very interesting batch i must say.
2nd sgt commandos, prison wardens (i think),
brunei girls, scdf people, angmohs, thai
people i think. wow. how hipz and happening.
and the people generally look smarter.

or geekier. i dont know.

so i met my friend's friend (melvin!), my pri4
classmate (bryan!!), some people from temasek
sec and cj and i know my friend's brother's
somewhere in one of the platoon. hahah.
how sexciting! and they have new sergeants!
double the excitement.

kenny thinks im a slut. random.

blablabla. mopp c. mugging nights at faisal's
bunk. VERY productive especially if you've
poh boon studying with you cos he knows
EVERYTHING and we wont get distracted.

oh, main highlight was saf day on thursday.
saf days are always full of interesting stories
i swear! so, my BEST FRIEND came. but i've
now renamed him RBS which stands for rifle
butt smash cos i feel so tempted to RBS him!
and no, it's not rapid body survey!

faisal: eh, why your BEST friend never talk
to you ah?!?!
me: he forgot me already lah.. so many people.

5secs later. (speak of the devil, literally).
rbs: eh, QAZIM why are you caressing yourself?
me: ?!?!?! im adjusting my collar.
rbs: blablabla.. stimulate.. blabla.. me. blabla.
(something along that line).
me: =.="
people around me: HAH HAH HAH.

FUNNY MEH.

and he ran off and stole my sweet even though
i told the person next to me not to give it to him!!
and shaikh thinks im flirting with him and faisal
thinks im playing hard to get! HELLO, he started it
okay! not me. tsktsk, what's army turning me into?!?!?
i know i very appealing lahhh.. right. (eh btw i think
ntu rejected my appeal.)

hahahah. and NO, the heart-shaped car isnt
broken apart and dedicated to me. LOL. i think
these people have very wild imaginations.
OKAY. ILL STOP TALKING ABOUT RBS.

the PANDANG KE HADAPAN mario guy is so hilarious.
everytime i ke kanan pandang, ill always smile to
myself cos the guy's so FUNNY. especially the moustache.
=X and someone put too much sunblock lotion and it
covered his eyes and he couldnt see where he was marching.
HILARIOUS i swear! ZIG ZAG FORMATION!

our contigent very happening okay! we make it happen.
im getting sick of kfc chicken. i want my banana&choc&ice
cream prata! and uhm, cheesecake cravings. but i keep
having cough for the past fewww days. urgh.
and our bunk's infested with ALL SORTS of flying insects.

OH, today=BAD DAY! practical test AND theory test.
passed theory. mugging must have paid off. (:
practical was zozmgzx, cant believe i FAILED CPR.
i was DAMN DEPRESSSSSED and pissed. ian too luh.
cos we expected to fail like IA ID and NOT CPR.
mood was damn low. and this was added on to the
previous LOW MOOD i had during route march.

3km march, should be okay right? but it WASNT.
the WORST route march ever. even 24km was easier.
we were in mopp4 attire with GAS MASK and everyone was
all PMSy cos of the weather and all. just as
we were about to reach the END, that's when all
the trouble start. we suddenly had casualties.

everything was just way chaotic with people screaming
instructions all over and noone's listening and doing
their own stuffs. yes, everyone was damn kanchiong
and busy opening stretchers etc. very uncoordinated
cos we were all caught unaware but i guess it's good that
everyone were fast enough to react to what was happening.

carrying the stretchers was HORRENDOUS. it
was so heavy that it hurt my shoulders a lot i swore
it could have broke. even though ive given my 100%,
i still feel quite disappointed cos i dont think it was good
enough. yes, i persevered till the end. yes, i didnt fall out.
but im quite guilty of being one of those people making
noise and making everything very chaotic.

and for not being strong enough to carry the stretcher
all the way non-stop. i think next time, i should just give
more than what i perceive as 100% and go all the way
and more. maybe poh boon should be my role model.
i aim to be a spec, but im not behaving like how a spec should be.

are my chances slipping lower and lower? failing the CPR
test just made it worse. i guess i should just get over it
and work harder in the future. do more work and less talk.
yes. i will.

anyway, we got released again after the uhm, retest.
so we booked out on the same day as the rest after all!
imagine how GLAD me and ian were. hahahah. plan A
didnt work! there's still plan D! plan DADDY! so my parents
sent us and andrew back.

i chose to be in treatment. hope i get in. OH, and that time
for treatment thingy, our group got first! HEH. and i
was the leader. yay! okay luh, i didnt do much work.
but it was fun! fastest timing. and my group members
are always like brian, htat win and wei xiong. hahah. chemistryy.

i hope after the 1st july, everything will be just fine.
so many disappointments during the past 6 months.
bad results. rejected by unis. rejected by command school.
lack of social life and relationships. drifting away from
my friends. adversities?

♥ 11:47 PM

♥ 11:24 PM

♥ 1:01 AM

i like the WARMIFY effect! makes the picture look so retro-ish!











DWUWWWW.











urban jungle.

take me away.



family.

♥ 11:45 PM

this has been a HELLLL week.
tiring, yes. stressful, yes. information overload, yes.
so many things have been happening and
i dont know where to start. (stupid people's
facebook profiles are jamming up my com).

highlight of whole week was.. SAF DAY. (:
that's the only thing everyone's looking forward to.
monday, we went to safti MI. bus driver was
happening. the music videos on his tv was like soft
porn. and at night it was loud cheena techno.
he think the bus is DRAGONFLY ah?

okay, whole day of marching and wet weather
programme was the highlight cos I WASNT
SELECTED, therefore equals to sleeping time
at the grandstand. (: we ate MANY MANY KFC.
i spent 95% of the time bitching with bryan. HAH.
and i think airforce is so. like. totally. like. cool.

we see so many familiar faces like husaini, vikram,
cultura, ilham etc. there's even QUEK SZE LIANG!
(okay, someone who looks like him), JEREMY (fatter
version), FRED FLINSTONE etc. interesting.
and they said we were UP THERE. wow, peripheral
vision people!

tuesday&thursday=mrf training. nothing much
to comment on. uhm, yahh. i think saf day's much
more interesting to talk about. ANYWAYYY...

wednesday. i made a TOTALLY RANDOM new
friend (who's SUPPOSEDLY my new best friend.
*stares at bryan bery bery long*). yes, thanks for
saying that im err, expressive? *chorus of EXPRESSION..*
and nope i dont have an older sister. LOL LOL LOL.
i was like =_______=" all the way. zozmzozmg.
and he thought ashik was me.

also, wednesday was perfect weather cos it kept raining
so we had 2hours PLUS sleeping break at the grandstand.
yay us. and no sun at all. and the MASTER was DAMN FUNNY!!

master: rusuk senjata!
master: BERHENTI!!
us: ?!?!?! (stop what?! stop breathing ah?!)

oh at the grandstand.
someone: MEDIC MEDIC!
*whole medical core contigent turned*
someone: oh, no. not you guys. the medic on cover!

and oh, this is funny too.
someone: okay, soon we are going to plan the
unplanned.
us: ?? plan the unplanned?!?!?!

today's SAF training was funnest! it was DAMN
hot and we had fun entertaining ourselves cos
ALL of us were talking in the file i swear. we just
talked throughout the whole parade to keep ourselves
alive. there were RANDOM people farting when there
was total silence.

we sang the national anthem DAMN loudly, we recited
the mrf pledge, revised for our test while standing in
senang diri position, laughed at random things and
stared at the people who fainted. it's very hard to
stand beside faisal cos we always laugh at random things.
and when i laugh, he also laugh vice versa. HAHAHA.
especially at the "president's" car. lol.

and we were thinking of techniques to hide our food
inside our LBV and eat it during parade. HAHAH.
we are so random and crazy i swear. HELLO WEI
XIONG IF YOURE READING MY BLOG PLS TAG.
BRYAN HAS ALREADY DIRECTED YOU THERE.

that night we had nights out. so me, bryan, faisal,
jason and ren liang went to casuarina's and i bought
choc prata and milo dinosaur and the boy near us
ordered the same thing. SO ANNOYING. NOONE
BUYS THE SAME THINGS AS ME. and banana prata
was ZXOMG HUGE I SWEAR. next time im gonna buy.
and we saw evolution of chans and laughed at random passerbys

and everyone wants to read my SEX storybook. HEH.
OH OH OH. and one of my beloved sergeant who
imitated me and overexagerrated my actions when
i said "SERGEANT SERGEANTTTT". and now everyone's
"mimicking" me. ): EVEN PPB! HAHAHAH.

okay, nvm. hello food party in bunk please.
and someone sent me this random sms which put
a smile to my (now pimple outbreaked face).

you, doing that thing to me.
shaving my hair into a milimetre.
what you trying to doooo..

and me, still must pay money..
2dollars to get my botak hairstyle,
to be a chao recruittt..
and i look and look at the TFT
and it seems so far away..
13 more days to our book out dayy. (:

OUR BMT OC NIGHT PERFORMANCE. HEH HEH.
thanks kun jie! I MISS YOU SIAAAAA.
it's been months since i pop-ed from hawkcoy bmtc
01/08 and im still not over the fact that im not
in sispec. oh, and today's posting day for the 02/08 batch.

btw, HELLO BINNI!!!

okay. i think there's verbal diarrhoea here.
EYECANDYYYYYYYYYY.

♥ 9:48 PM

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.
i feel so guilty cos i didnt buy a present
for my farder. but pizza hut's good enough
right? lol. cheapo.

ohdear, why's everyone complaining to
me about booking in. like as if i like booking
in. heh, the only motivation is SAF DAY PARADES.
equals to AIR CON BUS RIDES and maybe
uhm, KFC? (or KF in meiling's words).

was reading through my friendster comments.
good old carefree days. now's everything's so
different. i feel so grown up, so old. so not ready
for the world. im turning 19 soon and 18 seems
so far away already. ):

i miss my life. (pre-NS). so much free time,
not only do i get to go out on weekends, i
ALSO get to enjoy weekdays. now, it's all
about staying in camp. and uhm, running
around in gas mask. rahh

♥ 6:16 PM

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